You know...I never know what to think of him.
Previously I said he can be egotistical and an ass...but he has his moments.
Right now my girl friends are pissed off at him. Why? NOT a clue.
Well..from what I gathered in the past. They over-exaggerate stories.
Kind of like what a kid does.
"HEY! MY DAD IS 9 FEET TALL!!!"
And they...of course...make him look like the bad guy and them look like the damsel in distress.
But I don't know why.
He's a nice guy. He and I had a nice talk today. In this convo he showed me how mature he can be and how responsible it is.
My friends want to drink on Laura's birthday, and he's already been in trouble with the law for drinking.
The thing I don't understand though is...
Why do they do that to him?
Are they feeling angry themselves and feel the need to take it out on someone else? Are they feeling self-concious? Do they not want to believe that Brandon is actually a pretty good guy and they want to have the "sitcom" life where the "cute guy is a jerk-off"?
And it's kind of interesting, yet old, to correct them on a situation.
It's like playing "phone"
One girl will say, "Brandon was a little rude, but he was around his friends."
And the last person will hear, "Brandon was an ass hole who should be shot and left to die under a fat woman's ass because he's a jerk."
And when I correct them, THEY get mad at me.
It's rather funny.
I sometimes wonder about my friends. I sometimes wonder WHY I hang out with them even. We're so different from each other. They range from metal-lovers to prissy preppy sorta.
And me? I don't know what to call myself. I love a variety of things. I wear jeans, t-shirts...I draw a lot. I write stories. I like watching people play video games. I love Disney, MadTV, Whose Line is it Anyway, and M*A*S*H. I listen to alternative rock.
What the bleeding hell am I?
I may never know.
*dun dun dun*
Isn't it odd that everytime I end an entry, I go COMPLETELY off topic from what I stated? Might be because I'm tired.
If anyone wants to see.http://megservo.deviantart.com/
I hope that site works.
Current Music: some Tim Curry song...
You know...now that I think about it.
This incident is kind of amusing.
It took five 18 year olds, plus two 17 year olds watching, and a pawn shop man to fix a blown tire.
To get the nuts to budge, my friend Erick pretty much stood on the chisel (sorry if I spelt that wrong) and jumped on it.
In the end he was proclaiming, "GOD MADE ME FAT FOR A REASON!!!"
And it really made me think. Brandon can be egotistical sometimes...and he actually answered his cell phone and took his free time from playing video games and hanging out with his best friend to help me.
And this really made me think.
That night, I had a dream about an award's ceremony with Vince Vaughn. And I looked in my dreamer's guide to see what it meant.
Know what it said under "Ceremony"?
"This means you have very reliable friends."
Almost got into one.
For those who live in Colorado Springs...you'll the know the street I'm talking about.
Going down Filmore at 11:45ish PM. During the day, the street is busy. So...lots of pot holes and such.
Ya...didn't see a pot hole.
Totally blew my tire out.
So I quickly pulled into a small parking lot. And this is the rich ironic part.
Know what parking lot I turned into?
A tire company.
It closed at 6PM.
So here I am...freaking out in a bad part of town. I was following my friends to another friend's house.
So I called one of them on my cell and told them what happened.
They were nice enough to come back and try to help me.
Then we see Brandon's car whiz past us. And he was nice enough to come back and help us too.
Long story short...it took us til 1:40AM to fix the tire WITH the help of a man who worked in the pawn shop.
I know it was just a blown tire...but...it was really scary. I thought I hit something. And the loud noise just scared the heck out of me.
Current Music: That's The Way It Is from Celine Dion
Sometimes I ask myself.
"Why? Why do I not have a boyfriend?"
Sometimes I ask myself.
"Why? Why do I even WANT a boyfriend?"
I see how my friends react around their boyfriends...and it's really sickening. So clingy, pressuring them, etc.
And of course (and I'm used to it by now, trust me), they don't have time to hang out with other friends.
And then when the guys break up with them, they start crying hysterically to me...the person they've ignored for god knows HOW long...and say one of two things.
"He's such an ass hole. He told me I was ."
"It's all my fault. I need to change my ways."
But in the end...they don't change their ways...and it's another episode of "One Meg To Live" over again. Same plot. Same characters. Same bad things.
This turns me off from wanting a boyfriend. I don't want to be like them and I don't see the appeal of exchanging saliva.
Then again...I wish I DID have a boyfriend. Someone I could talk to when I was down. Someone to hang out with. Someone I feel comfortable with.
But in the end, I end up boyfriend-less...and I ask myself, "Is that good? Or bad?"
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My brothers came home Wednesday. |
It's been great and all, but...I forgot the cons of the situation.
My sister and niece, whom I do not get along with at all...
Have been over...
It's been nothing but aggravating.
Every moment she gets, she HAS to embarrass me somehow or talk crap about me so my future sister in laws will not like me.
It's really hurtful if you ask me. My niece already hates me because of my sister's lies and I would love nothing more than to be in good terms with my niece. And in the future I'd like to have at least ONE sister to get along with.
Ah well...such is life.
I better go though. I'm exhausted.
|» I see a lot of you are wondering what my icon is!|
It's a tad hard to explain if you don't know the game...so I shall try my best. :)|
There's a Sega Genesis game made by in the 1990's called "Shining Force". It's a rpg game. The beginning goes like this.
In ages long forgotten... Light fought Darkness for control of the world.
Dark Dragon led the evil hordes of darkness.
The Ancients fought back with the Powers of Light.
Dark Dragon was defeated and cast into another dimension.
The Lord of Darkness vowed to return in 1,000 years.
Time passed, and Dark Dragon was forgotten by all.
Ten centuries of peace ruled the land of Rune.
Until the kingdom of Runefaust brought war to Rune.
Hordes of evil creatures ravaged the land.
Here and there, strongholds of Good still held out...
awaiting a Hero who could wield the Powers of Light!
Here's a good site
An equally awesome site
Anyway. The icon is what I'd look like if I had my own Shining Force portrait.
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